Healing Through Past Life Understanding
It’s often said that we have two fears in life: the fear of public speaking and the fear of Death. Let’s explore this for a moment, where does fear come from?
“Anything you do not understand creates fear, and all fears are based on the fear of death” Dr Francisco Coll, Wayshowers College
What does it actually feel like to experience death, or passing as I prefer to label it? Let’s face it: the word death has a tone of finality to it and from my experience this is far from the truth.
A few years ago I found myself fighting for my life in ICU at the Gold Coast Hospital in Australia. Surrounded by a team of highly skilled physicians setting up intravenous drips, sensors and a nebuliser mask to assist
breathing … they had one goal in mind, to keep me alive.
I'm just focusing on trying to breathe as my body shakes violently, my heart rate is racing at 170bpm… struggle desperately to get air into my lungs, I just can’t get enough oxygen even though I’m hyperventilating. What feels like 15 mins in ICU actually turns out to be 3 hours of gasping for breath, fighting for my life with my body violently convulsing.
My body now has numerous tubes and sensors attached to it giving the appearance of being part machine.
Buzzers and alarms continually screech, the rapid movement of frantic doctors and nurses working desperately to stem the chaos. The pain is relentless and all consuming. I fight hard for life, precious life, it’s just too much to tolerate, the pain is overwhelming. I’m scared, no, I'm terrified!
I’m now engulfed in fear, I come to the understanding that this is how it ends for me. For a brief moment I reflect. I’m scared, scared of losing the connections I have on Earth, the material things I hold so much value to and the relationships I’ve forged. I’m scared of the unknown, scared of losing life as I know it.
I feel my soul energy start to rise out of my physical body. The pain quickly melts away, along with fear, anger, frustration, hatred, jealousy -all these negative emotions that are associated with the human body, my ego, just disappear in an instant.
All the pain and those negative emotions are replaced with a sensation of wonderful warmth, love, compassion, understanding and acceptance.
As my soul energy rises higher up out of my physical body, I now have a bird’s eye view of the chaos I have left around my physical body. I find it amusing to observe. It's like a horror show that’s devoid of sound. I have this beautiful sensation of floating and it’s as if the ceiling has tethered me; being released from gravity is so peaceful.
I realise that the real me, my spiritual energy, is now floating above that physical body, a feeling that has been buried under that human ego for a lifetime. Knowing that my physical body is not the real me releases heavy feelings.
In the distance I see white fuzzy roundish lights closing in on me, it’s my guides, my Angels, coming to guide me home. I feel so happy to be with them, their love is warm and unconditional. We communicate, not as we know it on Earth, it’s more of a knowing. I tell my Angels, “I’m ready to go home,” only to receive, “No, you have more work to do.”
Instantly and with no further debate on that subject it’s almost like my Angels flick a switch. I’m being showered in this white sparkling light. It's so bright it’s engulfing and flooding my floating soul. I feel an amazing healing from this warm energy. It's so beautiful.
My soul energy gradually settles back down into my physical body …. breathing becomes easier … the violent convulsions of my body ease … and I finally feel some sort of control over my physical body.
The senior doctor puts a hand on my shoulder with a gentle pat and whispers, “That was very close, Brett, we were just about to induce you into a coma.” I looked around the ICU unit, relieved and happy physicians giving the thumbs up, happy that they had saved another life.
Although the physicians were happy and I was certainly grateful for their efforts having saved my life, for many months I struggled with this experience of trauma.
On one hand I was happy to have survived this severe case of anaphylaxis and get a second chance at life and on the other I felt depressed after experiencing such a wonderful and profound experience.
It most certainly was a life changing experience. Something that will always be with me, knowing that passing is not the end of life as we know it… just returning home with the promise of new beginnings. And that elusive message from my Angels, “You have more work to do.”
Brett OBree
June 2025
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